I will...

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This blog...
Here...
I am never alone...

Memories of love...
How long has it been?
I have decided not to ever write a thing
Vowed not to give it another try
But forgive me
Here I am...
and I am sad...

I have created a barrier for my heart

Pushing new love away
Staying out of the crowd
Refusing to open up
Trying not to care
Sadly, I have changed
I don't want to be this bad person.

For anyone to be loved by someone

Indeed, is a feeling like no other
But whoever ended up on this lonely road
must have felt entirely the same.

Wounded heart
Hidden scars
Suspended tears
Unsaid words
Broken dreams
It's never easy...
It's raining...
a loud and lonely melody
echoes of the past
each drop paints an image of you in my heart
slowly...
painfully...
I am lost once again.

Then there goes the wind

a cold embrace
for this tired heart of mine
one lonely breath... then another...
I'm not really there yet...
I'm not okay...

It's all coming back, my love

right at this very moment...
this same old place...
I am alone...
I miss you so bad...

No matter what I'm going through...
No matter how lost I am...
because of this love...
because of you...
with this burden in my heart...
I am a better man.

Tonight,
I will let this blog
I will let the rain
I will let the wind
I will let you remind me of everything.

Yes, it will be painful

to embrace the misery 
to wish back the love
to touch the broken pieces...
but tonight... allow me...

I will cry,
to feel the hope of that final goodbye...

I will cry,

to remember how good and happy I was...

I will cry,
for you're still the one...
my world... my life... my everything...




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