finally...

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3:25:00 PM
This has been a cycle right from the start
where every single turn
is like a stab in my heart...
I see you, and for some reason i know
this really is worth fighting for...

For years, I've allowed myself to fall
for a long time i did it all
holding on to a hope that you will reach for my hand
and together we'll face the world
who wouldn't understand...

When there's no one else around to see
and we're both scared of what might be
I would look at myself and wonder
if i didn't love you,
would everything be better?

Can i let this go?
When the only sound i hear
is the beating of our hearts
and with your every touch
true happiness starts.

All i want is to be true
and face the truth
that no matter what i do,
I really LOVE YOU!



I tried to fight it, but I'd rather give in
through all this hurt...
wondering what could have been?
When I'd wish i could tiptoe
out of this hiding and pretending
and finally put an end to this endless waiting.

See I've lost myself in this love
when I've tried walking away but i can't
when I've done everything i could, loving you..
when I've chosen what i want and need
but wondering where this will lead...

I let rivers of tears fall from my eyes
cried over everything, the truth and lies
when I wipe away the tears off my face
and embrace these feelings I cant erase
I hope to God that one day
in true love you'll see
and that someday,

finally..

you'll choose to be with me...



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233 comments:

  1. I saw the youtube video and I cried..that was really a one of a kind letter....hope that your okay now...

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  2. Tears


    A tear...a sigh, no need to ask me why.

    A tender kiss, I felt from your lips.

    You see me sad.

    But yet I smile, just for you.

    I don't want you to see my sad face, so I put on a happy one,

    to replace it.

    One kiss was offered out of pity, I knew this.

    And that's why it didn't erase all of my blue...

    now you know why I feel the need to silently cry.

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  3. Complicated Love


    It all started from teases

    At first I really didn’t care

    My eyes weren’t on you
    My heart did not belong to you

    Then I saw your kindness

    Your smile was the sweetest

    Your eyes’ gentle caress

    Caused me more to notice


    Your care for me is incomparable

    One I feared I couldn’t return

    What you have for me was strong

    I couldn’t deny it for long




    My life’s rhythm has changed

    The wheels have finally turned

    I feel the same way you do
    It pleases me but my heart aches too




    My heart beats for you,

    My heart belongs to you.

    You are all mine
    Yet sadly I am not yours.


    Would it be selfish of me to love you still?

    When I belong to someone else?

    You know of this but you don’t care.

    You said you’d love me in spite of her.


    My heart rejoiced for nothing will change

    We are still friends, I was assured

    Knowing friendship won’t hinder

    Our loving each other more than a friend would.

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  4. Hirap talaga pag joker ka, lahat napapatawa mo ng todo, lalo na yung gusto mong lalake. Masaya ka dahil npatawa mo sya, pero sa iba sya yumayakap sa sobrang tawa nya. Ikaw tawa ka nlng din, kahit alam mong umiiyak ang puso mo... kasi di mo msabi kung gano mo sya kamahal. Samantalang ikaw sa kanya ay isang kaibigan lang... Sakit.

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  5. you made me cry... you exactly know how i feel... but this was your post last year... and this is how i feel today... guess you've finally moved on... hope i can do the same!

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  6. Grabe ang galing tunay na pagmamahal! tulad ko dina rin siguro ako makakahanap at makakakita ng babae na tulad ng una kong minahal! masaya akong mawawala dito sa daigdig ng dahil sa kanya! hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw ng sabihan nya sa akin na "alam mo ito ngs ung tunay na pagmamahal, ung; ung nararmdaman ko kung pano ako mahalin at magmahal! kakatwa nga eh kasi 4 years kaming nagkaroon ng relasyon w/o anniversary na dapat icelebrate! pro ok lang di naman un ang basehan ng pagmamahalan!

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  7. how i wish mkita q nrin xa....

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  8. i love your writings...hope i can read more...i can relate to it esp. the poem finally...i lavet!...tnx for sharing...god bless!...

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  9. your words so deep....so meaningful.... so strong.... it catches my heart that makes me open your website...and then am stuck here already!!!

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  10. ONE LOVE THAT WILL NEVER HURT YOU, IS YOUR MUM LOVE, A EVER LASTING LOVE, THAT WILL NEVER DIE.

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  11. May I know what happened to her?I really felt the pain...I am your biggest fan of your blog....It really touches my heart..When I'm having problem with my boyfriend,I looked at your blog because through your blog I can express the hurts and angers I've been keeping in myself....Everytime I read your posts...para kasing may nangyari sa kanya kaya nagtanong nalang talaga ako......Hope you'll reply...take care always..God bless..!!!:)

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  12. i found your site by accident...and i love the background music. it really made me cry. reflects what i am going through right now. i hope you're okay.

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  13. lab et . i love ur poems . is that ur original composition ?

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  14. you've gone too much pain in your life! indeed so I am Mr. coz, it really need strength to accept things. I am also a broken hearted like you. w/c until trying to let go things slowly by time! I was able to see your videos at youtube, t'was great! Goodluck to the like people whose trying to mend there broken heart!
    Good Day!

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  15. i cant see the whole page in ur website. so interesting.

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  16. tsk tsk tsk.. 2lad pla tau..tsk

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  17. im on a heartbreak now.. i dont know were to start..picking up my pieces.. god, how will i end up this pain..

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  18. i just want to meet you...nakakabilib ka lng na my lalaki parn plng sobra sobra kungf magmahal....:)

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  19. there's no other way to go but to move on . . . I'm sure you did already , it may be a very slow process but believe me TIME heals all wounds :)

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  20. i hope u have moved on now its been a long time.i know its too late to comment now but ill say it anyway, your a nice guy youll find the one for u in time...

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  21. hi wyteheart, actually heart din real name ko, but failure ang relationship ko, brokenhearted ako now kaya humanap ako songs sa youtube, till nakita ko yung video mo, yung "Sad love letter mo, sobrang naiyak talaga ako nun, sobrang nafeel ko yung mga linya ng letter mo.kasi devastating din ako. pati yung music mo dito ngayon napakalungkot, parang sarap lang na maibuhos ang lahat ng luha para mailabas lahat ng pain. kapag binubuksan ko youtube, mga videos mo ang hinahanap ko kasi nafefeel ko ang pain n nararanasan ko ngayon, gusto ko kasi someday mawala na lahat at matanggap ko na wala na taong mahal ko. i LOVE YOu, goodbye " WILPERSON NECESARIO".

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  22. hi wyteheart, actually heart din real name ko, but failure ang relationship ko, brokenhearted ako now kaya humanap ako songs sa youtube, till nakita ko yung video mo, yung "Sad love letter mo, sobrang naiyak talaga ako nun, sobrang nafeel ko yung mga linya ng letter mo.kasi devastating din ako. pati yung music mo dito ngayon napakalungkot, parang sarap lang na maibuhos ang lahat ng luha para mailabas lahat ng pain. kapag binubuksan ko youtube, mga videos mo ang hinahanap ko kasi nafefeel ko ang pain n nararanasan ko ngayon, gusto ko kasi someday mawala na lahat at matanggap ko na wala na taong mahal ko. i LOVE YOu, goodbye " WILPERSON NECESARIO".

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  23. hi wyteheart, actually heart din real name ko, but failure ang relationship ko, brokenhearted ako now kaya humanap ako songs sa youtube, till nakita ko yung video mo, yung "Sad love letter mo, sobrang naiyak talaga ako nun, sobrang nafeel ko yung mga linya ng letter mo.kasi devastating din ako. pati yung music mo dito ngayon napakalungkot, parang sarap lang na maibuhos ang lahat ng luha para mailabas lahat ng pain. kapag binubuksan ko youtube, mga videos mo ang hinahanap ko kasi nafefeel ko ang pain n nararanasan ko ngayon, gusto ko kasi someday mawala na lahat at matanggap ko na wala na taong mahal ko. i LOVE YOu, goodbye " WILPERSON NECESARIO".

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  24. what a wonderful story..touch ako,gya rin ng pagibig ko pero d sya nwa2la,d sya namatay bagkus d2 pa rin sya sa puso at isipan kht d kmi magksma ngyn alm nya kng ganu ko sya kamahal.

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  25. hi,wyteheart.inspiring yng bwat naisulat lalo n yng sad love letter mo,feeling ko ako ikaw kc gnyan din ako magmhal sayo.ang sarap bsahin lhat ng naisulat mo..at pakinggan ang how do you heal a broken heart.mre power...^_^

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  26. sobrang na-touch ako dun sa mga blog mo...
    na-late na akong mabasa to..
    heheheh...
    npaka-lucky ng girl na yun..

    sana mai ka2lad mo pang lalaki...
    ang tawag sa mga ka2lad mo
    "Indangered species"
    hehehe :P

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  27. this man is so sensible. i like his post...mysterious and interesting.

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  28. i like his post, very sensible,. hmmm a mysterious and interesting person.

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