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para sayo...

para sa akin...

at para sa kanya...





Kay tagal na rin mula ng mawala ka,
ilang buwan na rin ang lumipas,
Sa kabila ng aking pangungulila
ay kaligayahan pa ring maituturing ang katotohanang
masaya ka na saan ka man naroroon ngayon.

Matapos ang isang napakahabang paglalakbay
mula sa isang malungkot na paghihiwalay,
eto na ako... sa wakas...
unti unti ko nang naibabalik sa dati ang buhay ko..

Sa gitna ng aking pagsusumikap na makabangon muli
ay isang tao ang umaalalay sa akin...
sa kabila ng aking pagiging masungit at matigas ang ulo
pinagtyatyagaan nya pa rin ako...

Batid ko na eto rin ang gusto mo...
na makatayo akong muli...
magmahal ulit...
at maging masaya...

Nais ko lang sabihin
na kailangan ko ng magpaalam sayo...
sapagkat natututunan ko na syang mahalin..
maligaya ako sa pagmamahal na ibinibigay nya...
at masaya ako sa pagmamahal sa kanya...

kahit hindi nya sabihin,
alam ko na nasasaktan sya pag binabanggit kita sa kanya,
na iniisip nyang mas mahal pa rin kita,
at hindi pa ako handang magmahal ng iba...

batid ko na ako'y lihim mong pinagmamasdan,
dinggin mo sana itong aking munting hiling...

"patawarin mo sana ako sakaling makalimutan man kita...
kailangan na kitang alisin sa puso ko,
dahil gusto kong ibigay ito sa kanya ng buong buo...
gagawin ko lahat para sa kanya...
at tanging pangarap ko lang ang mapaligaya sya..

sa isa pang pagkakataon...
handa na akong ialay ulit ang buong buhay ko
para lang sa kanya..."




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4 comments:

  1. ei...i've been reading your blogs ang lungkot lungkot lahat until i've read your last post..

    Masaya ka na ulit sa bagong mahal mo now one piece of advice "don't love her if you can't take the risk of getting hurt, loving is taking the risk of bieng hurt hindi lahat ay masaya you been there' been there also"

    hopefully things will fall into right places para sa inyong dalawa, you cant live in yur past nor cant forget the pain that she brought for you.

    remember sadness is self inflicted..at ganun din ang happiness..so san ka sa sadness or happines..

    goodluck...

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  2. your site has become a routine for me and needless to say i have been a fan not because of anything else but merely because I am a sucker for " happy endings! " I hope you don't mind me leaving you comments from time to time and i hope the previous ones i left have helped you in a way. =)

    I have been looking forward to read this kind of post from you and at last you are finally moving on,I am hoping though that the next thing would be letting go.

    These things are meant to happen. Some things are bound to be. Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe. Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds, some things are meant to happen. It's written in the stars. Remember to never give up on the things that make you smile.Opening yourself up, even if it means your heart and soul are crushed, that's what makes you stronger. That's what gives you the power to move on and put the past behind you. To get out there, and get your heart stomped on all over again because you must understand now that risking for a new love can be terrifying too, but what the heck if we can take the worst, take the risk!=) You aren’t going to be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before, she will love again, but if she loves you now what else matters? She’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She isn’t going to quote poetry, she’s not thinking about you every moment, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break. Don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t expect more than she can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had.

    You deserve this, you deserve to be happy again..=)

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  3. wow bee ang ganda nito ah,,,,

    nalulungkot ako sa mga blogs mu... dapat kasi di ka ginaganyan ng babaeng yan eh you really deserve to be happy...
    don't be lonely, okiez.. di ka nag.iisa!=)

    count on me....4ever best buddies...since highschool and hopefully till end...=)

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  4. very inspiring qoutes..
    ilove wyteheart na!!
    super...

    mhayeng..

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