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thanks to you...

11:13:00 AM

I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere....

~wyteheart

It's not the tears I cried that makes it so hard...
It's the small piece of hope left inside my heart...
That someday, someone will come along to lift me up...

Its funny how somethings can change, and you'd never realize it.
Everything happens for a reason they say, months ago id never believe it.
So many times i asked why.
And so many times i wouldn't get a reply.

It took me forever, over a year of feeling hurt and regrets
To really see what was meant to be.
i will touch others life like what you did to mine.
i hope you're proud of me..
You showed me everything i could be and that it was all me.

we may be in separate places,
surrounded by different
friends and family.
but wherever we may be,
you owns a special place inside me...

I'm doing everything i can to move on..
I know that's what you want me to do..
it was not easy,
i know you know...
the past is still here with me,
and I'm slowly getting out from its shadow.
Like what i promised, i will be good..
Im really trying...

this may not be the perfect world i always dreamed of,
But one of the nicest things im thankful,
is your presence in it.

I want you to know that im here.
Thinking of you every minute, every hour, everyday..
And saying "thank you"..

thank you for the courage...
thank you for the time...
thank you for the love...
thank you for the chance...

above all,

thank you...

for fixing my broken heart...

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hanggang dito na lang...

3:03:00 PM

Ang laban ng pag-ibig ay minsan ko ng pinasukan. minsan na akong sumugal, lumaban at nakipagsabayan. Nanalo na ako minsan, pero kadalasan umuuwing luhaan. Ang munting pag-asa na balang araw ay magiging masaya din ako ay unti unting natatabunan ng aking mga kahinaan. Minsan sa buhay ko nagmahal ako ng labis.. binigay ko lahat..pagmamahal ko... sarili ko, puso ko, buong buhay ko... lahat lahat... Sabi ko sa sarili ko eto na. sya na nga. subalit akoy nagkamali. gaya ng iba, kinailangan nya ring magpaalam... Oo, masakit... mahirap... hanggang sa hindi ko namamalayan, unti unti ko na palang nawawasak sarili ko.. nasisira na buhay ko, at dahan dahang naglalaho mga pangarap ko... ang masakit walang kahit sinu mang nakakaalam.. wala kahit sinu sa pamilya ko, pati na rin mga kaibigan ko... ang matigas na dingding lang ang tanging nagsisilbi kong sandalan sa mga oras na akoy tinatalo ng aking kahinaan... at tanging ang manipis na unan lang ang syang saksi sa bawat luhang nagpupumilit kumawala sa aking mga mata.

Kinailangan kong iwan ang mga mahal ko sa buhay, sinubukan kong lumayo pansamantala upang hanapin ang sarili ko, para mabuo muli ang aking pagkatao.. para sa akin, para sa mga taong nagmamahal at naghihintay sa aking pagbabalik..

Ilang araw na rin akong nagdaramdam.. nangungulila... umaasa... Ilang gabi na rin akong nakatingin sa mga tala sa madilim na kalangitan. Alam kong isa sa mga nagkikislapang bituin ay lihim akong binabantayan at pinagmamasdan. At sa wakas narinig din nya ang bawat tibok ng aking damdamin.

Matapos ang ilang taong pagdurusa at pag-iisa.
hanggang dito na lang...
ngayun, ikaw ay nandito na..

Hindi kita hiniling, kusa ka nyang binigay sa akin.
dumating ka sa oras na kala ko wala na talagang pag-asa.
Sa isang iglap binago mo takbo ng buhay ko.
sa maikling panahon lang pinakita mo sa akin ang tunay na mundo,
ang mundo na matagal ko na ring hinahanap...
hindi ko alam kong binigay ka nya sa akin para mahalin ako..
o para turuan akong magmahal sa isa pang pagkakataon.
tinulungan mo akong hanapin ang bawat piraso ng aking puso
at dahil sau alam kong mabubuo ko ulit ito.
Nagpapasalamat ako sa kanya, dahil pinahiram ka nya sa akin...

sa bawat bigkas mo ng pangalan ko,
alam kong hindi na ako nag-iisa...
sa bawat ngiting binibigay mo,
alam kong pwede pa pala akong maging masaya,
sa bawat oras na nakakausap kita, alam ko na kaya ko na...

Ibinalik mo ulit ang puso ko, kaya hayaan mong ibahagi ko ito sau...
susubukan kong makalimutan ang lahat...
susubukan kong buksan ulit ang aking puso..
handa na akong magmahal muli..
gagawin ko lahat para maipadama sau kung gaaano ako kasaya at dumating ka sa buhay ko...

sana hindi ka magsasawa...

at sana…

hindi ka na mawawala...

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Pag-ibig

2:19:00 PM

Marami na ring puso ang tumanggap sa akin...
Marami rin sa akin ay takot makipagkilala.. Ang iba nagsasabi ayaw nilang masaktan,
na iniiwasan nila ako dahil hindi pa sila handa. Na ako ay isang laro lamang at ayaw nilang sumugal dahil natatakot silang matalo. Masakit isipin na sa kabila ng mithiin kong magpasaya, may nalulumbay pa rin dahil sa akin. Hindi ko hangarin ang ikaw ay saktan, at ang makilala ako ay lalong hindi mo kailangang paghandaan.

Matagal na ako sayo'y nagpaparamdam,
subalit ako ay pilit mong iniiwasan.
Alam kong hinihintay mo ako, alam kong kailangan mo ako.
Dama ko ang iyong pagnanais at ang iyong pangungulila,
ngunit ang yung damdamin ay binabalot pa rin ng pag-aalala na baka muli ika'y lumuha ng dahil sa akin.

Nasaksihan ko ang bawat luha na dumaloy sa iyong mga mata.
Narinig ko rin ang bawat pagsigaw at pagtaboy mo sa akin.
Nakalimutan mo na ba na minsan sa buhay mo ay napangiti kita.
Na dati ako ang nagbibigay sayo ng lakas ng minsa'y nawalan ka ng pag-asa. Ang nabibigay saya sa iyong umaga, at nagbibigay kulay sa iyong gabi.

Hindi kita iniwan, hindi kailanman,
nandito lang ako naghihintay na pagbuksan mo ng iyong pintuan.

Akoy nilikha para ikaw ay paligayahin..
ngunit kung sa di sinasadya ika'y nasaktan dahil sakin..
yan ay pagdurusahan ko rin...

PAG-IBIG..

yan ang tawag nila sa akin...

kailan mo ba ako tatanggapin?

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My sad love story

3:48:00 PM

once in my life i found the person i considered my soulmate.

and that's you. i told myself, that i would do anything,
love you and never gonna hurt you.
you were my bestfriend, my love, my everything...
we were happy.. til one day, you came to me and said,
"im sick, im afraid i can't stay with you any longer..."

i didn't believe you at first,
but when i saw those tears fall down your cheeks,
it spells out the truth about how you really feel inside...
you were deeply hurt, yah, i know... i was hurt too...
i brought you to the hospital,
despite you telling me its useless...
I asked the doctor about your condition,
he can't barely look straight into my eyes,
and he said "it was too late..."
And my life has changed at that very moment...
All of the sudden i found myself at the chapel,
with my head down, on bended knees, yelling... asking why???
I knew it, but i just can't accept it...
I was down, completely. but i had to be strong for you...
at you worst...i was loving you...
Until the day has come for us to say goodbye...
those six long years we've shared was gone in a just a second...
if only I knew that was the last time,
I should have held you and never let go.
the kiss, whisper, and embrace... it was the last,
you never hugged me that way before...
i can feel it, your arms gently falls down from my back...
i know you're gone...
we always thought our love was enough for us to last...
and i thought my love was enough to make you happy...
but its not... it was a sad ending, it's god's will...
I know you're happy now wherever you are...
And here i am, hurting.... broken....
trying to start over once again...
i know i can't get you back..
and i won't be seeing you again...
Im sorry if you see my life falling apart
My heart is shattered down the floor
With each piece I pick up -
one by one, piece by piece,
its more than a year now
this has been the longest year of my life,
the most painful time i ever had...
i tried to live my life, without you in it...
but the sadness of the night
brings back the days we had,
the time you let go of my hand,
the moment i surrendered you...
silence reminds me of all the sorrow,
the pain, and my hopelessness...
Help me! Heal me!
let me suffer in silence 'til i get over you...
and slowly, i can let you go... and i, i will be ME again...
i can still feel you... i am still loving you silently,
But i will be keeping my promise,
i will move on... but i will never forget you...
Hear me say this, One last time...
"i have found the essence of my life,
i have discovered Myself and
a world that's beautiful,..
Because of you..."

My love, my misery,
I'll let go of you now,
its time to set myself free..
i know it'll be hard..

coz this love.....

my love.....

this is all i have...

~wyteheart

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My love letter (video)

3:35:00 PM

If You Love Someone,
Tell Them Because Hearts Are Often Broken
by Words Left Unspoken.

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I love you goodbye...

3:30:00 PM

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back.
Im sorry, if i made you cry,
Im sorry, if tears fell from your eyes...
but remember, for every tear that fell from your eyes,
two fell from mine...

Missing you isnt the hardest part,
knowing i once had you is what breaks my heart...