Sa kabila ng lahat...

sa kabila ng aking katahimikan
hanapin mo ako

sa simula
ng mga tulang hindi mailathala

sa kabila ng aking pag-aalinlangan
hintayin mo ako

sa dulo
ng mga masasakit na salita

sa kabila ng aking pagkukulang
alalahanin mo ako

sa pagitan
ng mga awiting nakakubli sa bawat alaala

sa kabila ng lahat...

tahimik akong nagsusulat ng mga liham at tula

nag-aalinlangan na mauna
at baka sa muli ay masaktan lang kita

batid ko na ako'y nagkulang, di napapaalala
kung gaano ka kahalaga

ngunit...

sa kabila ng lahat, minamahal kita...

sa simula...
sa dulo...
at sa pagitan...

ng mga katagang,

"di ko na kaya"

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Ikaw At Ako

AKO...

tatlong taon
tatlong mahabang taon
mula ng maglakbay akong mag-isa

tatlong tanong
hanggang kailan itatago ang kirot na nararamdaman?
hanggang saan ako dadalhin ng mga nakaw na luha?
kaya ko pa ba magsimula?

anung kulay ba ng takipsilim,
ang nararapat sa munti kong hiling?
anung kislap ba ng bituin,
ang tutugon sa isang panalangin?

ang malungkot na dapit-hapon
ang humihikbing karagatan
ang araw, ang buwan

niyakap nila ng buong buo
ang bawat kwento
ang puso ko...
ang buhay ko...

IKAW...

tatlong buwan
halos tatlong buwan
mula ng masilayan kita

tatlong tanong
hanggang kailan itatago ang lihim na nararamdaman?
hanggang saan ako dadalhin ng mga nakaw na tingin?
kaya ko na ba magsimula?

sa pinakamakulay na takipsilim
pagtingin mo ang munti kong hiling
sa pinakamakislap na bituin
pagmamahal mo ang nag-iisang panalangin

sa malungkot na dapit-hapon
sa humihikbing karagatan
sa araw, sa buwan

yayakapin kita ng buong buo
ikaw ang kwento
ng puso ko...
ng buhay ko...

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Sa Alon At Sa Hangin

Mga salitang minsan ng kinalimutan
sa bawat hampas ng alon 
paisa-isa...
kumakawala sila.

Mga alaalang pilit tinalikuran 
sa ihip ng hangin 
paunti-unti...
sila’y nabubuo muli.

Sa alon,
habang isa-isa ko silang pakakawalan
maari mo ba akong hawakan? 

Sa hangin,
habang unti-unti ko silang bibitawan
sasamahan mo ba akong lalaban?

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I will...

This blog...
Here...
I am never alone...

Memories of love...

How long has it been?
I have decided not to ever write a thing
Vowed not to give it another try
But forgive me
Here I am...
and I am sad...

I have created a barrier for my heart
Pushing new love away
Staying out of the crowd
Refusing to open up
Trying not to care
Sadly, I have changed
I don't want to be this bad person.

For anyone to be loved by someone
Indeed, is a feeling like no other
But whoever ended up on this lonely road
must have felt entirely the same.

Wounded heart
Hidden scars
Suspended tears
Unsaid words
Broken dreams
It's never easy...

It's raining...
a loud and lonely melody
echoes of the past
each drop paints an image of you in my heart
slowly...
painfully...
I am lost once again.

Then there goes the wind
a cold embrace
for this tired heart of mine
one lonely breath... then another...
I'm not really there yet...
I'm not okay...

It's all coming back, my love
right at this very moment...
this same old place...
I am alone...
I miss you so bad...

No matter what I'm going through...
No matter how lost I am...
because of this love...
because of you...
with this burden in my heart...
I am a better man.

Tonight,
I will let this blog
I will let the rain
I will let the wind
I will let you remind me of everything.

Yes, it will be painful
to embrace the misery 
to wish back the love
to touch the broken pieces...
but tonight... allow me...

I will cry,
to feel the hope of that final goodbye...

I will cry,
to remember how good and happy I was...

I will cry,
for you're still the one...
my world... my life... my everything...

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2012...

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finally...

This has been a cycle right from the start
where every single turn
is like a stab in my heart...
I see you, and for some reason i know
this really is worth fighting for...

For years, I've allowed myself to fall
for a long time i did it all
holding on to a hope that you will reach for my hand
and together we'll face the world
who wouldn't understand...

When there's no one else around to see
and we're both scared of what might be
I would look at myself and wonder
if i didn't love you,
would everything be better?

Can i let this go?
When the only sound i hear
is the beating of our hearts
and with your every touch
true happiness starts.

All i want is to be true
and face the truth
that no matter what i do,
I really LOVE YOU!



I tried to fight it, but I'd rather give in
through all this hurt...
wondering what could have been?
When I'd wish i could tiptoe
out of this hiding and pretending
and finally put an end to this endless waiting.

See I've lost myself in this love
when I've tried walking away but i can't
when I've done everything i could, loving you..
when I've chosen what i want and need
but wondering where this will lead...

I let rivers of tears fall from my eyes
cried over everything, the truth and lies
when I wipe away the tears off my face
and embrace these feelings I cant erase
I hope to God that one day
in true love you'll see
and that someday,

finally..

you'll choose to be with me...

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Eternally...

Do i really Love you?
Yes! With all my heart...
this heart of mine reflects who i am,
it shows my entire soul,
it has a unique beat,
and it beats only for you...

I don't have anything,
Time is all that i can give you
my time is my life
and whenever i give it to you
i am making a sacrifice
Cause I'm giving you a portion of life
that i can never get back...

Are you the best one for me?
Yes... No... Maybe... Dunno...
you may not be the best one for me,
but you're the most important person in my life...
And it's not how much i love you that counts,
it's how happy you are,
while i was there loving you...




Those simple words
Words that i can only whisper in my dreams
Cause you're gone now,
in a place where several angels gather
you're so far away from me...
My love,
If only i can be with you there...

If my tears can show you to me,
I'm willing to cry a million tears
but I've been crying for a very long time...
And this scar in my heart is a reminder
that our love was real...
An ordinary love that I'll always remember...

The art of letting go is so hard for me to start
and the step to moving on is so difficult for me to take
Guess it's because of this simple reason...

My love,
I've never been so lost as I am now
without you...
Loving you is what my life's all about...

I've been preparing myself all my life for you...
And now I'm just so afraid...
I'm afraid to be alone....

If i ever see you in my dreams tonight
I'm gonna ask you to save me... heal me...
and help me string all events in my life into place,
cause i merely want this to end...

and put this heartache to rest...


Eternally...






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One Last Time

Remember when i asked you,
"When is this supposed to last?"
you said, "Forever"...
I believed you then...
I still believe you now.

I have given you my heart
My scared and broken heart.
It is yours to keep.
Coz I have fallen hopelessly and undeniably inlove with you.

"I am alive, To love you!"


Thought our love is strong to stand the test of time.
But as days goes by
- together with the rainbow-colored sky -
slowly, it's now fading away...

I'm no longer welcome in your presence.
I'm afraid to stare at you now,
coz i don't want you to see me
holding back my tears...
I can't even dare to speak a word,
coz you might hear the hurt in my voice.

I cannot express how i truly feel
in fear of tears that fall so easily.
But as long as you're still here with me,
This heart of mine will never let go.

I want you to know what truly love is.
A genuine love...
Bear no pain...
Feel no hurt...
and with love,
I want you to be the best person you can be...
Even without me...

I knew i would love you
right from the very start.
But i just didn't know
I could love anybody this much.

With all my heart and soul,
I'm so willing to sacrifice myself...
- surrender my own happiness -
just to see you happy.

One Last Time...

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A very special day...

From the bottom of my heart..
Thank you so much for all of this...

Thank you for making me feel how sweet love can be,
the second time around....

Thank you for coming back,
and for saving me once again...


I know you probably wonder from time to time what you mean to me.
I just wanna let you know that you matter more to me than you can imagine, and much more than i'll ever be able to explain...

What I have found in you is what every
person in the world is searching for...

You are my life...
I'm useless without you...

I Love You so much!!!

And i will always do everything i can,

to understand....

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Friends?

It's hard to wait around for something
you know might not happen...
but it's harder to give up when you know
it's everything you ever wanted.

Two good friends are seemingly communicating by merely looking and listening to each others heart.

Boy: How will i know you feel the same way?

Girl: Come to think of it, how will i show it to you when I'm not free to do it.

Boy: I want to love you back but i don't wanna hurt her. It's about time to move on.

Girl: Yah! I know it's about time to clear this things out.

Boy: What do you mean?

Girl: It's about the insensitivity in you. If you only know how I am willing to fight for this feelings but you're not giving me the reason to do so.

Boy: Am sorry, But please stay...

Girl: Yah! As if i have a choice...


That was sent to me by my friend...
She told me she herself made it for me.

******

Green Rose for you... Your Favorite!

I am not completely insensitive...
I'm aware about it but i ain't taking it seriously cause you didn't even bother to tell me a single thing to justify all those thoughts.

I was once the reason of your "High School Heartbreak". And now after almost 5 years, you're hurting because of me the second time around. I don't know what to do... what more can i say? just to lessen the pain... I didn't mean to hurt you and i don't want to hurt you...

Knowing the person I now truly love is honestly beyond my control.
And i know you understand...

I'M SORRY!!!

I'm sorry for not considering your emotions
and for not asking how you exactly feel.
I'm sorry for breaking your heart over and over again.
That would be the last time...
Don't worry, i will do my part..
No calls,
No texts,
No online messages,
No meet - ups...

Just take one step at a time.
Changes must sometimes be made and don't be afraid to make them.

Thank you so much for everything.
For sharing the sunshine and shadows of my days.
I will surely gonna miss you!

I know you'll be back.
Whenever you're ready, just hit me up...
I'll just be waiting here...

And I will always stay the same....

For You!

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Sa araw ng Pasko...

Dama ko na ang malamig na simoy ng hangin
Nakikita ko na ang nagkikislapang mga ilaw sa daan
Natatanaw ko na ang mga batang nagkakantahan sa lansangan
At mga taong abala sa nalalapit na pagdiriwang...

Ilang tulog na nga lang…
Pasko na naman…

kung kaya ko lang pigilan ang pasko
kung kaya ko lang pahintuin ang araw sa pagtakbo nito
gagawin ko ng walang alinlangan at buong puso
hanggang sa sandaling ika’y dumating na dito sa piling ko…

paano ako makakapaghanda
kung wala ka para sabihin ang mga bagay na gusto mo
paano ako makakain sa noche buena
kung wala ka para tikman lahat ng mga niluto ko,
ang mga pagkain na minsa'y naging bahagi ng buhay mo..
paano ako makakapagtayo ng malaking Christmas Tree
kung hindi mo rin mabubuksan ang mga regalo sa ilalim nito
mga regalo na buong taon ko ring pinag-ipunan para sayo…

Sa darating na pasko
Maaalala ko muli ang ating nakaraan
Sa araw ng kasiyahan
muling babalik ang tamis ng ating pagmamahalan
sa muli kong pagdiriwang ng pasko
tanging mga alaala mo na lamang
ang syang natitira at makakasama ko
dito sa puso kong minsa'y naging tahanan mo..

kung ipahihintulot ng diyos
nais sana kitang hiramin sa araw ng pasko
gusto ko lang iabot sayo itong munti kong regalo,
yung photo album na gustong gusto kong ibigay sau...
gusto kong punuin natin ito ng mga larawan
at mga alaala sa huling pasko na ating pagsasamahan...

kung sa susunod man ay magkulang ang aking panalangin
at hindi ka na nya muling ipagkaloob sa akin
sapat na ang limampung pahina ng mga larawan
para maging buo at tunay na maligaya
ang susunod pang limampung taon
na malayo ka sa piling ko…

at sapat na ang isang buong araw na mga alaala
para maipagdiriwang ko ng masaya
ang mga susunod pang pasko
na wala ka na sa buhay ko...

Saan ka man naroroon...

Maligayang Pasko Sa'yo Mahal Ko!

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sana...

ito'y buong puso kong isinulat para sayo
sa kabila ng masakit na katotohanan
na kahit kailan ay hindi mo malalaman
na ikaw ang siyang tinutukoy ng liham kong ito.

alam mo ba...
kahit hindi ka magsalita,
buo na araw ko nasa tabi lang kita.
sana mabanggit mo kahit minsan,
na naging masaya ka dahil ako ang iyong kasama.

Handa akong ipagsigawan sa buong mundo
ang tunay kong nararamdaman sayo...
at alam kong kahit ikaw ay nasa tabi ko pa
hindi mo rin maririnig ang tibok nitong puso ko,
ang puso kong nanghihina kasisigaw ng pangalan mo...

Sa kabila ng kirot at sakit dito sa puso ko
na dulot ng labis kong pagmamahal ko sayo
ay ikaw pa rin magpa-hanggang ngayon
ang dahilan kung bakit tumitibok pa ito...

pagmasdan mo ang mga luha ko,
para maunawaan mo ang laman ng aking puso,
at nang maramdaman mo ang pag-ibig ko sayo
na nakakubli sa bawat patak nito...

hindi ko magawang ilihim ang pananabik sayo
ang maging bahagi sa bawat daang nilalakbay mo,
ayaw kong sundan ang mga yapak na tinatahak mo,
ngunit bakit ganito...?
hindi ko maihakbang ang mga paa ko papalayo sayo..

wala na akong lakas pa
hindi ko na maitago ang luha sa aking mga mata..
at hindi ko na rin kayang pigilan pa
ang aking mga ngiting dahan dahan nang nawawala...

hindi ko hihilingin na ibsan mo ang aking kalungkutan,
bigyan mo lang ako ng kaunting pag-asa,
na balang araw ay makakalimutan din kita.
Na isang araw, mawawala ka na rin sa isip ko
at tuluyan ng maglalaho sa loob ng puso ko...

sana...
maintindihan nitong aking isipan,
na kailanman ay hindi mo magagawang tandaan,
ang mahahalagang bagay na hindi ko kayang kalimutan…

at sana...
matanggap nitong aking puso,
ang katotohanan na mas magiging masaya ka
kung wala ako sa buhay mo...

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sa maikling sandali...

Kung sakaling may magmamahal sa akin,
gusto ko mahalin nya ako ng walang dahilan,
nang sa ganung paraan,
wala ring dahilan para ako'y kanyang iwanan..

Kung pagbibigyan ako ng isang pagkakataon
isang kahilingan para sa buong magdamag
pipiliin kong bumalik sa aking kahapon
at kung maari sana ay kasama ka...

Nais kitang isama pabalik sa nakaraan ko
para maipakilala ko sayo ang sarili ko
ang simpleng pamumuhay na meron ako
at ang dalisay na pagmamahal
na minsan ay nanirahan sa puso ko.

Isang saglit lang
para maipadama ko sayo
na bago nawasak itong puso ko
minsan sa buhay ko ay nagmahal din ako ng totoo...
isang gabi lang
para maunawaan mo,
na kaya ako nasaktan ng ganito,
ay dahil pinili kong maging maligaya
ang taong pinakamamahal ko...

Maikling panahon lang
makasama ko ang taong minamahal ko,
kahit sandali lang
hindi ako matatakot yumakap sayo,
at sana sa isang saglit man lang
magawa mong mahalin ako,
gaya ng pagmamahal ko sayo...

Isang hiram na pagkakataon,
para makita mo ang lungkot sa mga mata ko...
Isang maikling sandali sa tabi mo,
para maipadama ko sayo
kung gaano ka kahalaga sa buhay ko...

Sa huling sandali ng gabing yun,
Nawa'y mabigkas ko sayo
ang bawat salitang matagal ko ring pinag-aaralan,
mga liham na nakakubli sa naguguluhan kong isipan,
at mga hikbi na kay tagal kung itinago sa aking kalooban..

At sa huling yugto nitong hiram na sandali,
magawa ko sanang iiyak
ang lahat ng sakit na bumabalot sa puso ko
para bukas sakaling magising man ako,
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sayo lamang...

kung nasasaktan mo man ako
ako'y nagpapasalamat pa rin
dahil pinapaalala mo sakin
kung gaano kita kamahal...



Patawad,
alam ko marami akong pagkukulang sayo
marami akong mga bagay na nagawa
na hindi mo nagugustuhan...
at may mga nasasabi ako,
na ikinasasama ng iyong kalooban.

Sa kabila ng lahat ng dahilan na ibinibigay ko
para ako'y iwanan mo...
Hindi mo pa rin ako binibitawan..
Hindi mo na kailangang sabihin pa
ang iyong walang katumbas na pagmamahal,
sapagkat dati pa man,
ito'y nadarama ko na...

kahit wala kang binabanggit,
at sinusubukan mong wag nalang magsalita,
alam ko na may dinaramdam ka,
ang totoo nasasaktan din ako
sa tuwing nasasaktan kita....

Sa bawat sambit mo ng salitang "OK"
gustong gusto kitang yakapin
dahil alam kong may lungkot sa likod ng salitang yan,
nais ko lang maramdaman mo na andito pa ako
hindi pa rin nagbabago ang pagmamahal ko sayo.

Wag mo sanang isipin
na hindi ko pa rin sya nakakalimutan.
dahil ang totoo matagal na,
pinakawalan ko na ang mga alaala nya,
para bumuo ng panibagong alaala kasama ka.

masaya ako pag andyan ka,
Sa'yo lamang iaalay ang buong pagmamahal ko,
at kahit munting bahagi man lang
ng pagmamahal kong yun...
sana....
nagawa kong maipadama sayo...

Hindi kita kayang pakawalan...
Hindi rin kita kayang layuan...

ang tanging alam ko lang....
ay Mahal Pa Rin Kita!



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in loving memory...

Got a call from my mom. A sad news about a person who's very close to me... my childhood friend. He passed away. I was really shocked. He committed suicide. and the reason behind it? He was badly in love with this girl who doesn't even care about him... Jesus Christ! I couldn’t believe my ears. I can't blame him. Coz I know exactly how it feels to be heartbroken.. A lot of people misunderstood him, calling him "bastard" and a "no-good son". but we, he's friends, knew the kind of person he was inside-out.. He treated us all nicely... He comes out so tough, but like everyone else, He's also dealing with his own shortcomings and flaws. Yeah! He’s such a stubborn kiddo but take it from me, he's one hell of a friend! I felt sad for his mom.. He's a "mama's boy". I’ll definitely gonna pray for her. I know the way he love. Like me and most of my friends, we are willing to give everything up for the person we truly love. it was just sooo sad how strong love can be.. It’s the reason why I was miserable for a long time. And it’s now the reason for the sudden death of my friend.. I still remember a certain line from my friend, He was under the influence of alcohol that time, and He told me this…

"When I love someone, my entire world revolves around that person.. I will give my all, I no longer think about myself anymore. Now I’m just waiting for the right one and I hope she can take all the love that I can give..."

I can feel his sincerity at that very moment.. A drunken lover speaking from the heart. Whoever this girl is, wherever you are... I hope you are happy now!

My mom called me up coz she was sooo worried about me...
Like my friend, I'm thousand miles away from them too...
She was worried coz she knew I’ve been into that love-struggles before, And I just gave her assurance that I will never be in that kind of situation ever again...
I Love You Ma!

My dear friend,
I am actually now in the process of knowing the right one for me, And like you,
I also hope that this person can take all the love that I can wholeheartedly give...

Hope you're happy now wherever you are.
I will never forget you my friend.
May you Rest in Peace!

PS: take care of my beloved up there... I'll miss you both! :'(

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I Love You

The very first card i got from a very special person in my life...
you know who you are.... sorry for putting your card here...
oopps! it's "my card" now... hahaha
you have no choice sweetie... *winks*

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!
you have no idea how happy i am..
for the efforts, for the love...
i truly appreciate it...

I will never ever forget this line of yours,
"I'M DYING TO TALK TO YOU!"
hehe.. that's it!
you just got me there...

YOU honestly turned out to be the love i never knew i wanted...
i want you to take just one moment to look into my eyes,
so you'll see how much I've been loving you all this time...
I'm happily in love with you, and i wanna keep it this way...

i can hurt myself just for you,
i can forget myself just for you,

I LOVE YOU....
more than words can say...

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Para sa'yo mahal kong Ina...

Natatandaan ko pa nung sinabi nyo sa akin to...

"alam ko na pinalaki kita ng maayos,
na isang mabuting tao,
kaya wala akong dapat ipag-alala,
kung sakali man na ika'y magpasyang lumayo
para hanapin ang kaligayahang nawala sayo..."

Hindi ko man masabi sa inyo kung gaano ako nagpapasalamat
at kayo ang naging magulang ko,
Nais ko lang malaman nyo
na sa bawat madilim na daang tinatahak ko,
sa bawat saya at lungkot na pinagdaanan ko,
at sa bawat pagsubok na hinarap ko ng mag-isa
ang pagmamahal at paniniwala nyo sa akin,
ang syang tangi kong kinakapitan...

Alam kong medyo nagtatampo kayo sa akin ngayon,
at alam kong lubos kayong nag-aalala sa aking pagkawala,
Nais ko lang humingi ng paumanhin sa inyo at sa mga kapatid ko...
kung medyo naging matagal yung pagpapagaling ko...

Sa unang pagkakataon ay hinayaan nyo akong maging malaya..
ilang araw din ang tinitiis ko sa matinding pangungulila sa inyo,
sana kasama ko pa rin kayo dito ngayon...
sana katabi ko kayo sa oras na ako'y kakain
sana nakakakwentuhan ko kayo bago ako matulog...
at sana ngiti nyo pa rin ang una kong nakikita
sa bawat umaga na ako'y gumigising...

hindi po madali ang mag-isa,
nahihirapan ako, pero alam ko na kakayanin ko rin 'to.
Pasensya na po kung hindi ako pumapayag na tumawag kayo,
alam ko kasi na nahihirapan na rin kayo dyan,
ayaw kong gumastos pa kayo..
Pasensya na rin po kung hindi man ako tumatawag sa inyo,
alam ko kasi na iiyak lang kayo pag makakausap nyo ako eh.
miss na miss ko na po kayo...

wag po kayong mag-alala,
makakauwi rin po ako balang araw...
babalik din po ako dyan...
alam kong nasasabik na kayong makita ulit ang panganay nyo..

alam ko na wala po kayong ideya sa mga ginagawa ko dito.
nais ko lang po na malaman nyo,
na ginagawa ko po lahat ma,
hindi po ako naging pasaway dito,
naging mabait po ako sa lahat ng taong nakakaharap ko,

mahal na mahal ko po kayo,
si papa at mga kapatid ko...
lahat po ng ito ay ginagawa at tinitiis ko,
para sa inyo, sa pamilya ko...

alam kong hindi ko mapapantayan ang pagmamahal at pag-aaruga
na sa akin ay inalay nyo...
nais ko lang pong malaman nyo,
na hangad kong mapaligaya kayo sa paraang alam ko...

mama,
sinusubukan ko pong maging isang mabuting tao...
para po sa inyo,
para sa pagdating ng panahon na magkakasama ulit tayo
ay maipagmamalaki nyo po ako...

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Hiling

para sayo...

para sa akin...

at para sa kanya...

Kay tagal na rin mula ng mawala ka,
ilang buwan na rin ang lumipas,
Sa kabila ng aking pangungulila
ay kaligayahan pa ring maituturing ang katotohanang
masaya ka na saan ka man naroroon ngayon.

Matapos ang isang napakahabang paglalakbay
mula sa isang malungkot na paghihiwalay,
eto na ako... sa wakas...
unti unti ko nang naibabalik sa dati ang buhay ko..

Sa gitna ng aking pagsusumikap na makabangon muli
ay isang tao ang umaalalay sa akin...
sa kabila ng aking pagiging masungit at matigas ang ulo
pinagtyatyagaan nya pa rin ako...

Batid ko na eto rin ang gusto mo...
na makatayo akong muli...
magmahal ulit...
at maging masaya...

Nais ko lang sabihin
na kailangan ko ng magpaalam sayo...
sapagkat natututunan ko na syang mahalin..
maligaya ako sa pagmamahal na ibinibigay nya...
at masaya ako sa pagmamahal sa kanya...

kahit hindi nya sabihin,
alam ko na nasasaktan sya pag binabanggit kita sa kanya,
na iniisip nyang mas mahal pa rin kita,
at hindi pa ako handang magmahal ng iba...

batid ko na ako'y lihim mong pinagmamasdan,
dinggin mo sana itong aking munting hiling...

"patawarin mo sana ako sakaling makalimutan man kita...
kailangan na kitang alisin sa puso ko,
dahil gusto kong ibigay ito sa kanya ng buong buo...
gagawin ko lahat para sa kanya...
at tanging pangarap ko lang ang mapaligaya sya..

sa isa pang pagkakataon...
handa na akong ialay ulit ang buong buhay ko
para lang sa kanya..."




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Healing a Broken Heart

Remember, there is nothing wrong with being heart broken. This is something that most people go through at least once in their life; you are not alone. That being said, you should feel free to give yourself some time to mourn. You need to realize one thing: you are human just like everybody else. You are not the only person who has ever suffered from a broken heart. Sharing your thoughts is a great way to get past your broken heart and move onto bigger and better things. It is not always easy to reach out to somebody when suffering from a broken heart. But if you can get past this initial fear and seek out somebody to speak with, you will be much better off in the long run. When attempting to heal a broken heart, make sure that you look back and assess the experience so that you can move forward immediately and with more knowledge.When you first begin to suffer from broken heart syndrome it is safe to say that you will not feel much like socializing; and this is perfectly understandable. But as the days go by and you begin to feel better about yourself, it is important to socialize as much as possible. Some people begin to socialize and date soon after suffering a broken heart, and others wait a couple of months or years.

This is up to you, and will be based on how you feel as well as the way that you are trying heal your broken heart.

*Thanks to Healing a broken heart foundation*

*winkz*

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A piece of a Broken Heart

You once said you don't wanna hurt me,

and you couldn't stand to see me heartbroken,
Now, can you do me a favor?
please!.. gently close your eyes....

~wyteheart

"the more i give,
the more it seems
that i'm not good enough..."

The hardest part of walking away from you,
is knowing that you won't run after me..
So now I'm back to where i started,
alone in the dark
with all this pain,
aching in my heart...


You took a small piece of my heart.
all i need, is to see you one day,
I need to see the look in your eyes,
i need to feel your love,
most of all...
i need to know if it was REAL.

and maybe then,

I can get over you...

or maybe,

I'll still let you keep
that piece of my heart....

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